Posts Tagged ‘thoughts’

pseudo back from hiatus

Tuesday, July 1st, 2008

it's been a while since i last posted... i guess microblogging (twitter, brightkite, etc) have sort of gotten the majority of my posts, and i've neglected the blog.

the main reason i like the blog is it's interesting to look back and see what i was writing about n years ago.  it just serves as a good documentation.  twitter/brightkite do the job as well (esp with uploading pictures to brightkite on the go and tagging location), but the blog allows me to be less concise.

so yeah, perhaps i will resume the posts shortly (tm).

questions…

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

i guess i may just be going through some weird phase in life, but here's what's on my mind this morning at 2:30 am...

  1. for some things, right and wrong are undoubtedly clear. but for others, how do you really know? two extremely good people with two extremely good (albeit different) view points can really leave you in the middle, unsure of what the right answer is.
  2. why is it so easy to hurt someone you care about accidentally?
  3. why do people get carried away trying to live out the "american dream" (ie nice job, nice brick house with a white fence and a dog named spot?)
  4. why is life so repetitive and cyclic?
  5. why are we as humans so impatient?
  6. why are we as humans always looking to be accepted by others?
  7. why do we let what people say and think drive our actions and affect them so much?
  8. "history repeats itself" - but sometimes it doesn't... or does it?
  9. why is it that most of us are in much better shoes than so many people that we know, and yet we are still not happy?
  10. how do you distinguish people being "politically correct" with you and people treating you with sincerity?
  11. why do we try so hard to flaunt our accomplishments, yet at the same time rush to cover our weaknesses?
  12. if one dies an unexpected death tomorrow, would they have done anything to make the world a better place? would anyone besides their close family notice or care?
  13. why do the moments of happiness feel so short in comparison to the times of hardship?
  14. why does life feel so hard at times?
  15. how do you know who your real friends are?

before someone goes sheikh-style on me answering these questions, let me clarify one thing - i am not asking these questions from a religious perspective, i am just asking why we, as humans, feel this way about certain things.

a thought…

Tuesday, November 13th, 2007

this past weekend, ustaz amr khaled visited us here in the bay area. he came to jum3ah at mca. it was really a surprise to me (i knew he was giving a talk the following day, but i didn't know he'd come to jum3ah). i felt extremely happy when i saw him, and started thinking about what i would say if i could get to talk to him.

he gave a brief 1 or 2 minute talk in english - i was happy that he said our masjid was like a "hug" and that it felt different than any of the masajid he'd seen in europe. i think i had a smile on my face the whole time.

afterwards, i had the honor of shaking his hand, hugging him, and speaking one sentence to him and getting a reply back. i also tried to get someone to take a picture of me with him.

but after seeing the crowds of people rush him to say salams, get a picture with him, or even get an autograph in some cases, i stopped and asked myself a question...

if i was this excited about talking to amr khaled, wanted to find something memorable to say to him, wanted to tell all my friends that i talked to him and hugged him... what about on the day of judgment when we see the Prophet Muhammad (صلي الله عليه و سلم)?

my thoughts on the iphone

Thursday, July 12th, 2007

so last thursday, i had the fabulous idea of purchasing an iphone, especially being that i was already in a cingular 2 year contract. so i picked up the 4gb model. after having used it for nearly a week now, here are my thoughts:

pros

  • the screen is amazing.
  • it has wifi.
  • safari on it is awesome.
  • the whole means of navigation (zooming with your two fingers in safari and google maps) is off the hook.
  • visual voicemail rocks! why wasn't this available before!?
  • pull based email is good for personal email accounts.
  • the screen rotates when the device rotates which is really cool (accelerometer).

cons

  • no 3g. edge is slow! i guess usually, this is not a problem because you have wifi in most places these days, but still, in places with no wifi, 3g would be nice.
  • the phone voice quality is not that good - if you turn the volume on calls to maximum, the voice doesn't sound right. the speaker phone also doesn't get too loud.
  • the web browser has no arabic support!
  • no cut and paste... come on, this one should be obvious!
  • while one can supposedly play quicktime videos from within safari, i couldn't play m3us or mp3s off of an ftp on it. not sure if that's just me though...
  • no custom mp3 ringtones! you can only use one of the handful of preloaded ones.
  • no custom alarm tones! you have to use one of the handful of preloaded ones.
  • no games! what, so i have to be on the internet playing javascript games?
  • it comes with a youtube application, but only a fraction of all videos are available because they have to be encoded in a certain way. this is supposed to be fixed soon though.
  • no api! i want to write my own apps for it, but i can't. people are working on it, but still...

so that's my review in a nutshell. overall, a nice phone, but if they iron out some of those issues, it'd be incredible. a lot of those issues could be fixed by releasing a software update and opening up their api, but whether or not they'll actually do it, only time will tell. in the meanwhile, hackers have done a good job playing with th internals of the phone, and its only a matter of time until we get unlocked iphones that will run custom applications.

a qualm…

Sunday, April 15th, 2007

i have a qualm with today's traffic lights... sometimes, they are absolutely ludicrous and preposterous. you would think that with today's sensor technology and stuff, you'd be able to drive and not wait at lights at all, especially really early in the morning or really late at night... but unfortunately, this is not the case.

one of the traffic lights very close to my house is totally insane. its at a major intersection across a railroad track. during normal hours, if you miss it, you may wait 2 and a half minutes to turn at it. if you are unlucky and a train happens to pass, you miss your next turn most of the time, therefore resulting in one having to wait about 5 minutes if not more to make a left turn at that light. consequently, people just drive to the next light and make a left and/or u-turn from there.

this morning, i waited almost 4 minutes to make a left turn, despite the fact that the road from the other 3 directions was literally empty. *ugh*... maybe that light either doesn't have a sensor or has a really bad sensor installed on it?

how the years go by…

Tuesday, August 29th, 2006

2002 was only 4 years ago... its unbelievable how time flies, how things change, how many things, people, and memories we remember and how many we forget... sub7anAllah... its amazing how many memories come back when seeing pictures or watching movies...

reminds me of this verse (18:49):

و وضع الكتاب فترى المجرمين مشفقين مما فيه و يقولون يا ويلتنا ما لهذا الكتاب لا يغادر صغيرة و لا كبيرة إلا أحصاها و وجدوا ما عملوا حاضرا و لا يظلم ربك أحدا

on a slightly related note, can someone suggest some open source or freeware software for taking an mpg (that is made of just still pictures and some video clips) and pulling the pictures and videoclips out?

sometimes…

Tuesday, August 8th, 2006

sometimes, magnifying the small things people may do for you and forgetting all what you've done for them can cause you to shoot yourself in the foot...

sometimes, if you're too nice to people, they won't hesitate to take advantage of you...

sometimes, people will make false assumptions based on some set of appearances, and no matter what evidence you may bring them to show them that they are wrong, they will never accede to your explanation...

sometimes, the only thing between people and what they really want is the people themselves...

the danish cartoons

Tuesday, February 7th, 2006

greets. so i have not written anything on the subject, but i've been reading the opinons of others (ayman's, for example) and the news and such, and i finally thought to post some thoughts here.

note, however, that this post is influenced by amr khaled's message to the world about the danish cartoons, which i highly recommend everyone (muslim or not) to read (or, if you understand arabic, to listen to or view).

so what i want to address and focus on in this post is the comics themselves (i know ayman talked a lot in his blog about the world reaction, and i agree with some of his points and disagree with others, but this is not my topic here). the mere publication of the comics is, as amr khaled said, not only something degrading to islam and muslims, but its something degrading to all of mankind - yes, that includes members of all faiths and all religions. why?

let me start by using the words of george bernard shaw, a nobel prize winner for literature in 1925 - he said:

"I have always held the religion of Muhammad in high estimation because of its wonderful vitality. It is the only religion which appears to me to possess that assimilating capacity to the changing phase of existence which can make itself appeal to every age. I have studied him - the wonderful man and in my opinion far from being an anti-Christ, he must be called the Saviour of Humanity. I believe that if a man like him were to assume the dictatorship of the modern world, he would succeed in solving its problems in a way that would bring it the much needed peace and happiness: I have prophesied about the faith of Muhammad that it would be acceptable to the Europe of tomorrow as it is beginning to be acceptable to the Europe of today."

this quote comes from a non muslim playwright and nobel prize winner - and its not off some "Abdullah Muslim's" webpage (you can find it on the link above, and you can also find it on wikipedia). why would a non muslim say this about the Prophet Muhammad (SAW)?

regardless of whether people are muslims and revere the Prophet Muhammad (SAW) as a prophet or not, one thing remains true: no one, including his enemies, ever pointed out a fault in his character - why? because he was like no other man in his character. he showed unbelievable amounts of love and mercy to all of mankind.

the comics are a sign of pure ignorance on the side of the person who published them. does jylland-posten really know who this man he portrayed with a bomb in his turban is? he (SAW) is the first man to bring about the issue of equality - equality between everyone despite their gender, race, or economic status. it was he (SAW) who built the first hospital in Madinah at the time and made the person in charge of it a woman. it was he, (SAW), who on his deathbed, "take care of your women."

it was he, (SAW), who gave the most honorable task of the calling to prayer to Bilal, a freed abassynian slave. it was he (SAW), the man people dare attribute to terrorism, who was the first to put forth rules of war - "do not kill any women, do not kill any children, do not kill any old people, do not cut any trees." it was he (SAW) who conveyed to us the verse revealed to him in the Quran which states, "... that whoever slays a soul, unless it be for manslaughter or for mischief in the land, it is as though he slew all men; and whoever keeps it alive, it is as though he kept alive all men" (5:32).

muslims love the Prophet Muhammad (SAW) more than they love themselves. if you want to get an idea of this, find any place with an arabic satellite dish and sit down and watch one of the talk shows - people call in and break down crying at the mere thought that someone could dare talk about their Prophet in that way.

no one is against freedom of speech - however, i heard someone say that there's a very thin line between hate speech and freedom of speech. and i believe this is one case in which it was obviously crossed. i am passionate about this subject because i love the Prophet Muhammad (SAW) just like all muslims do. and, in the same way as i would stand up against such comics against another prophet (Moses or Jesus (peace be upon them), for example), i would hope that people of the world stand up against this blasphemy and blatant lie as well.

so i am hoping this post actually shows up on planet arabeyes, but i think they're using a buggy version of planet software, but that's a different story.

nostalgia and the onion

Friday, October 15th, 2004

ramadan here is not the same as it is in atlanta... i "felt" ramadan a lot more in atlanta than i do here - besides being more excited about everything in general (iftars, tarawee7, etc), i also felt more motivated overall. ramadan here just isn't the same -- it really doesn't even compare.

but its not just ramadan that isn't even the same... its really everything. life in general doesn't compare to what it was back home in atlanta... everything is totally different now.

today marks 2 months of being here... and i am not really adjusted yet. maybe its just a matter of time... maybe. or maybe not... i really don't know.

today though, mansoor and i cooked chicken for iftar. and i was the one cutting the onion. so as i started peeling the skin off the onion, everything was fine. but once i started cutting it, i began having difficulty keeping my eyes open, and i had to struggle to cut the rest of the onion.

and once the onion was cut and the chicken was cooked and maghrib came and we ate, the food we made was (believe it or not) really good. and i realized something... this "onion" situation could (perhaps) hold a large parallel to what i am experiencing now.

at first when i was coming here and when i first got here, i was really excited about the new place, the new job, the new environment, and so on (peeling the skin off the onion). but once i started diving into the lifestyle fully (cutting the onion), i began to realize how much i miss what i had and how i really want to be back home rather than be here (the onion irritating my eyes). but perhaps, after some time, after some patience (continuing to cut the onion with my eyes half closed), and after washing my eyes out (resolving the situation within myself), i maybe able to go on with my life as normal (cook the food), and enjoy the benefits of life here (eat the food) and realize that it isn't all so bad and that there are good things here too (realize that our food is tasty even if its not mama-G quality).

so that's my $0.02 for the day. i don't know. i am hoping that eventually i come out of this. apparently, its not just me though... a few of the friends i've made here amongst the new college grads have told me that they are struggling with the same thing. and i am sure that even those who haven't mentioned it are going through it too.

i don't know... maybe things like this just take time and patience...